him.

how many times is it possible to go back to some one until you notice they are completely wrong for you. i can't take this anymore. i thought he loved me and i thought i felt the same. but he proved me wrong. told me how unhappy he was and how imperfect i am. yes i am outspoken but that is me. and he wants me to change? how do i change myself.? how do i change what is me? supposedly he's lowered his standards for me. i'm not pretty enough. i'm too tall. i'm fat. i talk too much. and i don't give him enough space. I SEE HIM ONCE A WEEK FOR GOD'S SAKE. i don't know what he expects me to do. am i supposed to stop eating? put weights on my head in hopes of shrinking my bones? stop talking so that i don't offend you? be for real. and get a clue. i am me. if i haven't changed thus far. i probably won't. f**k you.