i am so happy that i am with my boo. he is such a sweetheart. he is so much better than jamar. he treats me so amazing and it makes me wonder why i was ever with jamar in the first place and why i cried so hard when we broke up. it all seems so.....stupid now.

Ne-Yo Because of You

[Verse 1]
Want to but I can't help it
I love the way it feels
It's got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real
I need it when I want it
I want it when I don't
Tell myself I'd stop everyday, knowing that I won't

[Hook #1]
I've got a problem and I (don't know what to do about it)
Even if I did I don't know if i would quit
But I doubt and I'mTaken by the thought of it
And I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction
I'm so strung out on you
I can barely move...but I like it

[Chorus]
And it's all because of you (all because of you)
So, and it's all because of you (all because of you)
And it's all because of you (all because of you)
So, and it's all because...Never get enough
She's the sweetest drug

[Verse 2]
Think of it every second
I can't get nothing done
Only concern is the next time, I'm Gon' get me some
Know I should stay away from 'cause it's no good for me
I try and and try but my obsession, won't let me leave

[Hook #1]
I've got a problem and I (don't know what to do about it)
Even if I did I don't know if i would quit
But I doubt and I'mTaken by the thought of it
And I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction
I'm so strung out on you
I can barely move...but I like it

[Chorus]
And it's all because of you (all because of you)
So, and it's all because of you (all because of you)
And it's all because of you (all because of you)
So, and it's all because...Never get enough
She's the sweetest drug

[Hook #2]
Ain't no doubt
So strung out
Ain't no doubt
So strung out

I Write..... By: My Mother....Makeda Brown

I WRITE TO KEEP MY DREAMS ALIVE, MY FEARS ASIDE, AND MY FAITH ON FIRE

I WRITE TO REMEMBER THE PAST TO MAKE HOPE LAST AND TO QUENCH MY DESIRES

I WRITE TO FOLLOW MY HEART, TO KNOW WHERE TO START AND TO KNOW WHERE I'M GOING

I WRITE TO BELIEVE IN MY DESTINY

TO UNDERSTAND MY HISTORY AND...

TO LIVE ETERNALLY.

I WRITE TO GIVE OF MY SOUL, TO KNOW WHERE TO GO, AND TO HOPE THAT I GET THERE

I WRITE TO TOUCH PARTS OF YOU THAT YOU REALLY NEVER KNEW NEEDED MY ATTENTION

I WRITE TO FULLFILL MY PURPOSE, EXPLORE MY HEART AND ENLIGHTEN MY SPIRIT.

I WRITE TO ALWAYS MOVE FORWARD

TO NEVER LOOK BACK AT THE...

THINGS THAT I DID THAT GOT ME OFF TRACK

I WRITE TO EXPRESS MY PAIN AND HAPPINESS, TO FOREVER BE ETCHED IN TIME

AND TO KNOW THAT ALL I WANT TO HAVE CAN AND WILL BE MINE

I WRITE FOR A FUTURE THAT IS STILL TO COME, FOR THE BROKEN AND UNDEFEATED

THE OLD...AND

THE YOUNG

I WRITE FOR MY TRIUMPHS, I WRITE FOR MY PAINS

I WRITE WHEN THE SKY CLEANSES ME WITH ITS RAINS

I WRITE FOR MY SANITY... AND MAYBE YOURS TOO

AND I'LL CONTINUE TO WRITE FOR ME...

AND FOR YOU.

my goal.

the biggest goal i have for myself for the rest of the year is not to let my focus sink any further. school is no longer my top priority and i can't wait to be out of here. May 24 cannot come any faster. i know that i got at least one scholarship for next year and that makes me extremely happy. woooohooo. tatiana is on a rollll!

WHO IS JACK SCHITT?????

For some time many of us have wondered just who is Jack Schitt? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says, 'You don't know Jack Schitt!' Well, thanks to my genealogy efforts, you can now respond in an intellectual way. Jack Schitt is the only son of Awe Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O. Schitt, the owner of Needeep N. Schitt, Inc. They had one son, Jack. In turn, Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt. The deeply religious couple produced six children: Holie Schitt, Giva Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Bull Schitt, and the twins Deep Schitt and Dip Schitt. Against her parents' objections, Deep Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school dropout. After being married 15 years, Jack and Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt later married Ted Sherlock, and because her kids were living with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. She was then known as Noe Schitt Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip Schitt married Loda Schitt, and they produced a son with a rather nervous disposition named Chicken Schitt. Two of the other six children, Fulla Schitt and Giva Schitt, were inseparable throughout childhood and subsequently married the Happens brothers in a dual ceremony. The wedding announcement in the newspaper announced the Schitt-Happens nuptials. The Schitt-Happens children were Dawg, Byrd, and Horse. Bull Schitt, the prodigal son, left home to tour the world. He recently returned from Italy with his new Italian bride, Pisa Schitt. Now when someone says, 'You don't know Jack Schitt,' you can correct them. Sincerely, Crock O. Schitt

for once.....

for once in my life i have found that comfort zone.....that place where everything seems to be right and going your way.....it's nice to feel this way for once. i got one of the central scholarships that my dad thought i wasn't gonna get because i'm such a horrible student. i have the most amazing boyfriend who's friends and family love me. i am the most happy person in the world. he makes me feel like i am the most important person in the world and i love that about him. he is perfect.

if i had....

if i had a megaphone and could say nething that the world would hear it would be this....
...."life is too short to waste it on petty bullshit. take care of yourself and the one's you love and everything will be right with the world. spend less time crying and more time laughing. work less and play more...for life is too short to waste it being unhappy."

i truly do believe that life is too short and that people take advantage of the good fortune they have. so live life for today and don't live in the past...cuz you can't change yesterday but you can fix it tomorrow.

[untitled]

when you've done
all that i've done

and you've seen
the things i've seen

you'll understand why
it's so hard for me to cry

when i long for your touch
and the dark is too much

when my days run together
like gray skies and stormy weather

when my fears reach their peak
and it's comfort that i seek

the tears simply won't come
though the blood, it will run

you know nothing of my pain
and how it keeps me far from sane

how you are the sole reason
my life is stuck in this dreary season

the clock keeps ticking on
though the time is never gone

it's right here in my mind
-all i have and lack is time

BULLSHIT

whoever decided it would be funny to leave class and f*** up everything for everyone else. Thanks. I thank you from the bottom of my heart that you are too ridiculously stupid to realize that some one might notice that you are gone. I don't give a f*** if you read this and are pissed that i said this, but maybe you should f****** think before you act, and the consequences of what you do. I have no respect for you and how you continue to push Miss E's buttons until she finally snapped...on a day that you weren't even here to reap the consequences. Good f****** job. Hope your smart enough sense the hostility i have towards you.